I just realised that it has been a long time since i submitted those long draggy posts with boring contents of my everyday life which i dont think anybody is interested to read, except for me when i need inspiration. So today I shall type one and sleep earlier cos i'm freaking tired after walking the whole of Bugis Street yesterday with Lindy cos she was trying to find her lace~ and of course today's tour around NP and SP. Plus, we're going to TJ's open house tomorrow, oh gosh. Okay i think my legs are going to break -_-"

Results are coming out this Monday, we have to report at 130; I'm actually freaking scared, cos I have no confidence. Not because I am pessimistic but because I always dont get desired results despite studying damn hard :( It's like there are always unexpected results...So I don't dare to have such high hopes. I just hope that I'm not that screwed, even though i think i am. Okay whatever. People always say i think too much ;_;

Recently a lot of people seem to have more interest in going to Polytechnics, but I've got this feeling that their O level results will be damn good and then they will turn to JC in the end, and then what if i screw up my O levels and end up being the only one going Poly T_T I mean like duh, if you get 6 points why would you still wanna go to a Poly when you're from a Sec Sch, from a class with all the people moving on to JC, you definitely will follow your friends as well right? Unless you have this strong passion and this strong calling for you take this particular course from Poly.

Honestly, I don't expect much la, I just hope my results aint too bad. I thought about it, and I really think I did my best. Hais its not about being really disappointed, and like as if there's no way out already. It's like cos people with 9/8/7 A1s will go on stage, then when you see all your friends going up and you're the only one down there, you will feel very sad and like you're an epic failure ma. boo. And obviously when your name isnt on the 6 A1s list you know you screwed up your L1R5. Worse is if you go to school then your teacher give that disappointed face; aiyo sure know gg liao can T_T Worst is, when your bunch of friends say they wanna go Poly with you, later they are all the 6-pointers and go to JCs, and then you realise you're on your own to spend the next 3months of holidays....CAN DIE PLEASE. DIE OF BOREDOM OMG

Okay la i just feel screwed typing all of these. Anyway we went to NP and SP today, and I realised that I really can't stand Business. K NP's introduction was still okay, I totally felt like sleeping when I went for the business tour in SP. I have no idea why the whole world seems to be interested in Business while i'm not. K forever the weird one -.- Visited SP's Media and Communication and i thought that it was a really weird course, honestly i'm still kindda confused about that course and really have no idea whats the main focus of that course. It's not really Mass Comm, it's totally different. So I guess if my results really can't make it to a JC, I shall just go to NP and take either Mass Comm or FSV, which until today i still cant make a decision between these two T_T I love the media a lot, but i love being a part of the behind the scenes too! So I really can't decide, shall see how, maybe my English sucks like shit and I can't even reach their requirements for English then I'll take FSV.

Okay I'm done rambling. I just pray hard my results are okay luh. K this is such a crappy long post.

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I just realised that it has been a long time since i submitted those long draggy posts with boring contents of my everyday life which i dont think anybody is interested to read, except for me when i need inspiration. So today I shall type one and sleep earlier cos i'm freaking tired after walking the whole of Bugis Street yesterday with Lindy cos she was trying to find her lace~ and of course today's tour around NP and SP. Plus, we're going to TJ's open house tomorrow, oh gosh. Okay i think my legs are going to break -_-"

Results are coming out this Monday, we have to report at 130; I'm actually freaking scared, cos I have no confidence. Not because I am pessimistic but because I always dont get desired results despite studying damn hard :( It's like there are always unexpected results...So I don't dare to have such high hopes. I just hope that I'm not that screwed, even though i think i am. Okay whatever. People always say i think too much ;_;

Recently a lot of people seem to have more interest in going to Polytechnics, but I've got this feeling that their O level results will be damn good and then they will turn to JC in the end, and then what if i screw up my O levels and end up being the only one going Poly T_T I mean like duh, if you get 6 points why would you still wanna go to a Poly when you're from a Sec Sch, from a class with all the people moving on to JC, you definitely will follow your friends as well right? Unless you have this strong passion and this strong calling for you take this particular course from Poly.

Honestly, I don't expect much la, I just hope my results aint too bad. I thought about it, and I really think I did my best. Hais its not about being really disappointed, and like as if there's no way out already. It's like cos people with 9/8/7 A1s will go on stage, then when you see all your friends going up and you're the only one down there, you will feel very sad and like you're an epic failure ma. boo. And obviously when your name isnt on the 6 A1s list you know you screwed up your L1R5. Worse is if you go to school then your teacher give that disappointed face; aiyo sure know gg liao can T_T Worst is, when your bunch of friends say they wanna go Poly with you, later they are all the 6-pointers and go to JCs, and then you realise you're on your own to spend the next 3months of holidays....CAN DIE PLEASE. DIE OF BOREDOM OMG

Okay la i just feel screwed typing all of these. Anyway we went to NP and SP today, and I realised that I really can't stand Business. K NP's introduction was still okay, I totally felt like sleeping when I went for the business tour in SP. I have no idea why the whole world seems to be interested in Business while i'm not. K forever the weird one -.- Visited SP's Media and Communication and i thought that it was a really weird course, honestly i'm still kindda confused about that course and really have no idea whats the main focus of that course. It's not really Mass Comm, it's totally different. So I guess if my results really can't make it to a JC, I shall just go to NP and take either Mass Comm or FSV, which until today i still cant make a decision between these two T_T I love the media a lot, but i love being a part of the behind the scenes too! So I really can't decide, shall see how, maybe my English sucks like shit and I can't even reach their requirements for English then I'll take FSV.

Okay I'm done rambling. I just pray hard my results are okay luh. K this is such a crappy long post.

Labels: life