Results came out and things came out as what i expected it to be: Everyone going to JC while I can't even make it. Not that i can't make it, just that i can't make it to the Top5 JCs - where everyone is going to. I still haven't decided where to go...As much as I really like the courses Mass Comm and FSV, I can't be sure these two are what I really want to do in life and I am afraid of not being able to adapt in the new environment. Was really disappointed when I couldn't get into the one and only JC that I want to go to - TJ.

Received unexpected results, good results for the subjects I didnt study hard (Physics) and bad results for the subjects I studied really hard (Amath) and my Languages still killed me in the end. While the rest were just a little off the perfect score. Which resulted in the horrible overall score.

Crying very hard, feeling desperate, depressed, disappointed, helpless, hopeless, I guess this is the worst moment of my whole Secondary School life. But then again, how can crying get what I want? We're no longer a baby where our parents would just tend to us when we cry, trying many different methods to make us stop crying, just to see us smile. Impossible. Nobody's gonna pity you when you don't produce the results they want; people don't see your hard work, your perseverance; people only see results. People only make conclusions from your results. So even though it is often said that results aint everything, results is still the first thing people see and hence it is still important. It is the easiest thing to gain people's recognition, people's acceptance, people's respect, etc.

I guess the reason why I wanna go to a JC is because I really don't believe I can only do that much. I really think I can do so much better; and this time I will not be distracted anymore. I really think I spent less than one year studying two year's load seriously; thanks to me not studying hard enough in sec3 ugh.

Haven't smiled a moment since yesterday, till just now....When i went to switch on my old phone and I realised that I still had those messages saved in my phone...They still never fail to make me laugh for a 2nd time. Those were the happiest moments of my life, I guess. At least I feel much better now; life has to go on I guess. I should just stick my stupid results on my wall and constantly remind me to mugmugmugmug and stop slacking. I really don't wanna screw my life cos of any reason again.

Going on a hiatus...I don't know when I'll be back. Or maybe I won't ever be back. Just when my blog finally had better viewership...I'm sorry, I'm really not in the mood.

Labels: life

Results came out and things came out as what i expected it to be: Everyone going to JC while I can't even make it. Not that i can't make it, just that i can't make it to the Top5 JCs - where everyone is going to. I still haven't decided where to go...As much as I really like the courses Mass Comm and FSV, I can't be sure these two are what I really want to do in life and I am afraid of not being able to adapt in the new environment. Was really disappointed when I couldn't get into the one and only JC that I want to go to - TJ.

Received unexpected results, good results for the subjects I didnt study hard (Physics) and bad results for the subjects I studied really hard (Amath) and my Languages still killed me in the end. While the rest were just a little off the perfect score. Which resulted in the horrible overall score.

Crying very hard, feeling desperate, depressed, disappointed, helpless, hopeless, I guess this is the worst moment of my whole Secondary School life. But then again, how can crying get what I want? We're no longer a baby where our parents would just tend to us when we cry, trying many different methods to make us stop crying, just to see us smile. Impossible. Nobody's gonna pity you when you don't produce the results they want; people don't see your hard work, your perseverance; people only see results. People only make conclusions from your results. So even though it is often said that results aint everything, results is still the first thing people see and hence it is still important. It is the easiest thing to gain people's recognition, people's acceptance, people's respect, etc.

I guess the reason why I wanna go to a JC is because I really don't believe I can only do that much. I really think I can do so much better; and this time I will not be distracted anymore. I really think I spent less than one year studying two year's load seriously; thanks to me not studying hard enough in sec3 ugh.

Haven't smiled a moment since yesterday, till just now....When i went to switch on my old phone and I realised that I still had those messages saved in my phone...They still never fail to make me laugh for a 2nd time. Those were the happiest moments of my life, I guess. At least I feel much better now; life has to go on I guess. I should just stick my stupid results on my wall and constantly remind me to mugmugmugmug and stop slacking. I really don't wanna screw my life cos of any reason again.

Going on a hiatus...I don't know when I'll be back. Or maybe I won't ever be back. Just when my blog finally had better viewership...I'm sorry, I'm really not in the mood.

Labels: life